i am lost.
and soooo darn pissed. when you narrate on your blog (yes, blog, meaning i can write any fckin thing i want. hell yeah!) on mltiplyjust how sad you feel. (ok. twas just a one liner statement. but still gets my point) just to let it out of your thoughts, and maybe let the whole world know how you feel. 9or for the 90 contacts, maybe). and i wake up to another day, sulky as ever. my back and ass still hurts from falling off the stairs 3 days ago. i was thinking "gawd. my day cant get any worse than this."
i guess the day's just playing with me cause as i checked my mail and blog accounts, i saw my friend replyed to that one liner statement i posted the night before. calling me "emo". well, SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU HYPOCRITE. FCUK YOU. :/
fcuk you for calling me emo. and fcuk you for being a hypocrite. you say you hate emo people. look at yourself, "dude". whatever. i dont really have anything against those people . i just think guys wearing girls pants is just so.. wrong. and nasty. haha
and as for that friend. whatever. still my friend. maybe im just in a lousy mood for swearing.

and no.i dont wallow on self pity and cut myself to ease the pain inside./laslas. haha .lol.

i dont whine and cry in the dark, or sulk by myself..

i get even. bitch at people. and just be plainly mean yeah i have those unpredictable bitchfits. so what? everyone has their Sg days

the reason i rant in these things.. hmm.

i put drama into writing, and leave drama into writing. so i wont ever have to deal with it in my own paradise

yeah.. paradise, baby

....so i like to write..? shoot me. I DARE YOU.